haven had a birthday party in a long long time. and it just feel so different.
i dun like the feeling of being the centre of attention.and maybe thats why i have been hesitating on having a party. but at the same time it makes me feel loved:)
the party was kind of hectic i feel.HAHA. maybe mainly because i have no idea what to do. but so thankful ppl arnd me are helping me to take care of stuff while i am still confused abt what to do:X
memories: - i was late for the party. -my hairstyle din survive thru the party - 3 guys smell my feet. i feel bad for them!hahah:X - i danced in front of so many ppl. - helium balloons. - i cried twice. for no reason.hahaha - many more.
i wasnt expecting a speech.so i blank out when i am asked for one.hahaha. esp when i am not a person that can speak well.hahaha.
okay.maybe i shld write one here:)
i am really thankful to all of you that make their way down for my party, despite being a weekday and at quite a ulu place. sad that i wasnt able to talk more to each and everyone of you.i am just like hopping arnd:X but great to see ppl having fun!:) okay i am not a person that can say words of affection. in the 21 years, i am grateful that i have been blessed with many kind and awesome people arnd me.i really love all the people i know. thankyou for being part of my life.
yay:)
okay there's so many things i want to do. but i shld just sleep first.haha. open the presents! arrange the guest book! read and re-read the msges and cards! and maybe just stare and smile:)