I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

“wishing hoping believing”

august is coming!:))

28 July 2012 || 20:35

hellooooo.

1st week of work over!hahaha
time pass really fast every single day.hahaha.
there's so much to learn and so much to do.
i din even have time to check my phone much:x

everyday my brain start to malfunction at arnd 6pm.hahahahhaa.
den i wont be able to think well. will be in the stone and mong mode.
although its kind of taxing on my brain, i am still quite enjoying the job.
make me feel accomplished!hahaha.

hope i will get used to this lifestyle soon.
and not feel so tired after work every single day.
i actually slept at 10.30pm!:O
i cant remember the last time i did that.hahahah

foresee myself becoming even more busy.
cos of the amt of work waiting for me to clear:x
omggggg. survive~~~

on a happier note, mapletree business city is quite an awesome place.
theres lots of cafes and snacks shop. theres gongcha~hahaha.
theres like a mini shopping centre there!
although i haven had the time to explore.cos i am always hurrying home to rest.
ohh.its 45 mins from my house.hahaha
still okay laa.hahaha. but my transport expenses shot up like crazy:x
theres actually shuttlebus to and fro MBC. just that it takes even longer time for me to travel.hahaha
so got benefit also no use.hahahaha.
and theres shuttlebus to harbourfront during the lunch hr! just in case you wanna go vivo to eat.
and MBC is so clean.
i am full of praises for it now.HAHA.

august is coming and uni gonna start again.
but its no longer relevant to me anymore:x
the only happy thing abt this is that no more cors!hahaha.
finally i dun have to think abt what mods to take. it was such a torture!

i need to buy stuff to decorate my desk.hahahaa.

love:)

21 July 2012 || 19:38

rilakkuma is soooooo cute!<3

moving on.

13 July 2012 || 02:45

GRADUATE LOOOOOO!HAHA.

These 3 years in NUS was really an important phase of my life.
its really 多姿多彩.haha

started off with going for SOW. i am really really thankful and lucky to be the last few getting into SOW from the waiting list. everything would be so different if not for fop.
would not have meet all the lovely people in Gambit<3

the seniors that were always there to lead us.and making everything seems fun.
remember we slept late almost every night to HTHT.
although i cant really remember what we talked abt.hahhaa.
friends i made:) forever remember lirong as my first friend in SOW.hahahaha.

if its not for gambit. i guess i wont have the courage to join any committee.hahahaha.
and to meet all the wonderful people in science club.

really love all the science club people i met.
they are always so friendly and fun to be with.
it really feels like we are one big family:)

so~ i had an exciting year one!hahaha.
made lots of friends and took tons of pictures.hahaha.

next i went on to be a senior for SCAMP and SOW!
have to say, i wasnt exactly a really good senior:x
but i had so much fun with them during the camp:))

andddd. senior again!hahahah.

but this time round becoming a senior together with friends!
everything seems more fun when you are with friends.hahaha

i finished the non-chem part. now comes the chem part.HAHA.
chem lectures was terribly boring and not understandable.
but at least i have lecture buddies!:))

seriously i am a really bad lecture buddy and classmate.hahahha:x
cos i am always asking for help. and i am forever of no help.
cos most of the time i am in my own world or confused.hahaha.
so i am really really thankful for them!
saving seats for me
letting me copy notes and tutorials
teaching me stuff i dun understand
record lectures
print notes and textbooks
thankyou so much people<333

lab is another place where i made many many friends as well.
lab would be so much more boring if you have no one to talk to and ask for help from.
the super long hours of lab from 10am-4pm.
chatting and laughing and complaining with the lab buddies make lab so much more interesting.
and so glad that my bench mates are mostly nice and friendly people.
asking each other for help
helping each other to get apparatus.
keeping each other accompany through the lab.
and friendship last even after the lab ends.

Thankful for the TAs as well.
always willing to help!:))
hope they were not irritated by me cos i keep asking them for help for every single thing.hahaha:x
and seniors for their precious lab reports.
i wont be able to survive and complete the lab reports without them.

and the girls<333

meeting up for lunch in school.
and gg for buffets
and shopping.
and gossiping sessions
and planning gambit outings.
thankyou for accompanying me these 3 years:)

i am really thankful for everyone arnd me. that i met in NUS.
everyone is nice and kind to me.
i have heard stories of people being mean and stuff.
but that had never happened on me.
thats why i am grateful.and lucky.
love all of you<3

NUS has given me lots of amazing and happy memories.
although theres still regrets.
like not being able to do well enough academically.
but at least i had lots of fun and made great memories and friends!
moving on to the next phase of my life.
stepping out to another new environment.
its scary cos i have no idea what to expect:x
i shall just hope that i will do well. and everyone will be nice.hahaha

jiayou to everyone too!:))

hi july:)

01 July 2012 || 15:01

spent the last day of june at home.
supposedly to have 3 tuitions. but i cancelled all of them.
cos i am sick.
so i had my breakfast in the morning den followed by my med.
started to get drowsy and i concussed.
this cycle repeats itself for like 3 times.hahahaha.
thats how i spent my 30th of june.

met up with paula they all to get our grad gown on friday.
and they were all asking me why am i sick.hahahahhaha.
suppose to be a slacking period of my life and i shld be feeling relax and maybe healthy.
i have no idea how i fell sick too.
i think i shld start eating more fruits.and veg.hahaha:x

woah.its really fast. its july alr.
oh yes today is youth day!
totally din realise it until my tutee's mum told me that its sch holiday tml.
hahahhaa.
lao le.
9 more days to my commencement. wonder who will be there!hahahah
and 15 more days to my bday.
and dunno how many more days to my employment.haii.

havent been finding jobs recently.no mood to:x
job hunting is really quite depressing.
okay maybe its not the hunting for job part.
more of the you sent resumes and no replies
you went interviews and no replies.
and when you screwed up interviews and therefore no replies.
think these are making me depressed.

actually no one is stressing me to get a job fast. its just myself.
and maybe the debt that is coming in:x

okayokay. i will start hunting for jobs again tml.
let me just rest for one more day.