“wishing hoping believing”

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i remembered the times in GM, before o levels, the sch made us go for some Adam Khoo day camp. to motivate us for the upcoming o levels.
it worked actually.hahah. for a really short period of time.hahaha.
i had lots of fun that few days.
we learnt studying skills, we listen to stories, we played games,
we made goals and we cried too.
they just try to make us cry on the last day of the camp.
which i find it irritating.hahhaha. like why must they make us cry?!

anyway~ din make use of the studying skills much except for maybe mindmapping?haha.

but i remembered they ask us to make goals for our future.
like what jc/poly, uni, courses and also job.
i remembered i was pretty serious while making the goals.
and i followed it only up till jc.
uni was a completely different choice, a much reluctant one actually.
i regretted. not working harder during jc times, not making an effort to change it.
although i might not do well there, or maybe worse, but it was something that i really want to try it out. a goal.
but now i have chosen this path, i will have to finish it.

and i remembered we were ask to write a letter for our parents. like tell them how you going to change for the better, and how you going to help them and stuff.
so i wrote about family being my only motivation for studies. i want to study hard, get a decent job, good income so that my family can live well. and lead a good life.
and no longer have to worry about money.
money is always the no.1 trouble. as much as i hate money, i hope i have more of them.
its optional to pass the letter to your parents. so i din pass my letter to my parents in the end.hahah.

and i still remember on the last day, huiyi said she is going home to tell her parents that she love them.
it totally made me want to tell my parents that too.
but when i reached home, i couldnt say anything. words of affection is really smth i cant make myself say. and i hate myself for that.
but i hope my parents will know that i love them alot. alot alot.