I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

“wishing hoping believing”

hi july:)

01 July 2012 || 15:01

spent the last day of june at home.
supposedly to have 3 tuitions. but i cancelled all of them.
cos i am sick.
so i had my breakfast in the morning den followed by my med.
started to get drowsy and i concussed.
this cycle repeats itself for like 3 times.hahahaha.
thats how i spent my 30th of june.

met up with paula they all to get our grad gown on friday.
and they were all asking me why am i sick.hahahahhaha.
suppose to be a slacking period of my life and i shld be feeling relax and maybe healthy.
i have no idea how i fell sick too.
i think i shld start eating more fruits.and veg.hahaha:x

woah.its really fast. its july alr.
oh yes today is youth day!
totally din realise it until my tutee's mum told me that its sch holiday tml.
hahahhaa.
lao le.
9 more days to my commencement. wonder who will be there!hahahah
and 15 more days to my bday.
and dunno how many more days to my employment.haii.

havent been finding jobs recently.no mood to:x
job hunting is really quite depressing.
okay maybe its not the hunting for job part.
more of the you sent resumes and no replies
you went interviews and no replies.
and when you screwed up interviews and therefore no replies.
think these are making me depressed.

actually no one is stressing me to get a job fast. its just myself.
and maybe the debt that is coming in:x

okayokay. i will start hunting for jobs again tml.
let me just rest for one more day.